Existence

Humans who lose their capacity to think become creatures whose existence has no value. Is it a sin to search for those things in which you fear? My purpose in this world is knowledge and the dissemination of it. To sit and apathetically wait for your life and your world to fall for extinction. I am crying and my heart is not content. My tears are nothing, but mere existence. I am a person who is walking like she is alone in the world. I am sick of seeing the hate of mankind go far beyond the horizon. I cry everyday with my silent tears that roll down my cheek. Existence is based on you, your identity, and your personal stamp on life’s canvass of modern art. I can say that I am invisible because you will never know what happens behind closed doors. You will never see the scars on my back or the anger in my heart. You cannot tell that I am who I portray myself to be. That is giving false modesty to the world which is another form of lying. Existence is merely what is in your mind, heart, and soul. I can honest say that if you have nothing in your mind, heart, and soul than you do not exist.